My Last Post Before Enlistment
If today was your last day, what would you do? Had trouble pulling myself up from the bed. I knew that it was my last day at home. Stayed at home the whole day but got so restless after dinner. Just felt like sleeping again but I will be wasting the precious time I have at home. Didnt get to eat my Zinger Burger meal with cheese fries but glad my parent brought me out for ZI ZHA! It was delicious, thanks! :)
The only one I can think of, who lives near me and enlisting on the same date as me is none other than Nicholas. Met him up before he went for his farewell dinner. Yes we're more or less having the pre-enlistment stress.
Ask me if I thought of aiming for the OCS, well I never really think of it yet. All I ask of now is to adapt to the new environment asap. I need strength, motivation, faith and determination.
Thanks everyone for making my pre-enlistment days an memorable one.
I'll be away for quite some time, don't really know if I'll ever have the habit of blogging again. Take care peeps.
Good Bye :)
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Last Gathering Before Enlistment
Since the gathering was postphoned till today, I thought I wouldn't be able to make it but glad I had the chance to have my last gathering with my classmates. It's always just the 4 of us haha.
Watching the sorcerer's apprentice and went straight to novena for guitar hero. I seriously didn't want to spend more than 8 bucks for the games so Simon paid for my membership fees LOL! It's $10 btw. THANKS simon! LOL!
Anyway here's 2 pictures taken during my first farewell dinner by my brothers and sisters. Sweet haha
Since the gathering was postphoned till today, I thought I wouldn't be able to make it but glad I had the chance to have my last gathering with my classmates. It's always just the 4 of us haha.
Watching the sorcerer's apprentice and went straight to novena for guitar hero. I seriously didn't want to spend more than 8 bucks for the games so Simon paid for my membership fees LOL! It's $10 btw. THANKS simon! LOL!
Anyway here's 2 pictures taken during my first farewell dinner by my brothers and sisters. Sweet haha
Monday, July 26, 2010
Marvellous Invention
Met Razia at 11am for "brunch" at BK and went to watch Hot Tub Time Machine. I rate it 7/10 haha! Went straight home after the movie to rest.
Met up von and jun wei to play monopoly deal card game at Macs. I'm addicted to board and card games all of a sudden. Bang & monopoly deal. It seems like the card game is getting more popular.
Cam whored with von only as Jun Wei didnt want to take photos lol. Had uploaded all the pictures in FB. As usual we headed to cresent park for basketball. I think I have really gotten better LOL but at the wrong timing. Enlisting soon. No more time for basketball.
Discovered the truth I had always wanted since a few mths ago. Disappointing. So fragile.
There's no longer a need to show you the picture of her. LOL!
Can feel the intensity already. Just like wad Nicholas had faced, at one moment I'm looking forward to NS another moment I'm getting emotional over this. 2 more days left.
Met Razia at 11am for "brunch" at BK and went to watch Hot Tub Time Machine. I rate it 7/10 haha! Went straight home after the movie to rest.
Met up von and jun wei to play monopoly deal card game at Macs. I'm addicted to board and card games all of a sudden. Bang & monopoly deal. It seems like the card game is getting more popular.
Cam whored with von only as Jun Wei didnt want to take photos lol. Had uploaded all the pictures in FB. As usual we headed to cresent park for basketball. I think I have really gotten better LOL but at the wrong timing. Enlisting soon. No more time for basketball.
Discovered the truth I had always wanted since a few mths ago. Disappointing. So fragile.
There's no longer a need to show you the picture of her. LOL!
Can feel the intensity already. Just like wad Nicholas had faced, at one moment I'm looking forward to NS another moment I'm getting emotional over this. 2 more days left.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Farewell Lunch
It was sweet of you people, thanks. Anyway was surprised to see Jun Yong back in Sgp. Just nice haha! One down, another returned. Though disappointing but just have to look on the bright side.
Fiona, Jie Ying, Wei Qiang, Jun Yong, Terrence and Norman.
And YES norman! Very touched, twice in a row haha!
3 more days to go.
It was sweet of you people, thanks. Anyway was surprised to see Jun Yong back in Sgp. Just nice haha! One down, another returned. Though disappointing but just have to look on the bright side.
Fiona, Jie Ying, Wei Qiang, Jun Yong, Terrence and Norman.
And YES norman! Very touched, twice in a row haha!
3 more days to go.
My Farewell Dinner
I can remember clearly the few people who took the extra effort to have a farewell dinner with me at Astons today. Really touched and I really enjoy playing "Bang". Nice game indeed though draggy. Norman's getting sick of it lol!
Geoffrey, Gabrielle, Vivian, Vina, Ding Yue, Norman and Xiu Hui. Thanks for your time.
It feels like "OUCH" to see that you had already started driving and I'm still with my PDL. I honestly got no motivation to continue learning how to drive. Thanks to the sick minded instructor. BUT, I'm proud of you, dude. HAHA!
Met up Jun Wei for lunch at Mac ytd. I guess the people I have been meeting up with are Jun Wei and Nicholas. Becoming a gay soon lol. Anyway I just jun jie and raymond in Mac and was surprised that they are actually doing relief teaching haha.
Went for movie in the afternoon with Jun Wei again. Dispicable Me. Nice and touching movie indeed. Didn't have the chance to watch it with a girl though LOL! Indeed, becoming a gay soon. Met Chi Yang while on my way back and he has just shifted over to the opposite block. What a coincidence! Is this really some kind of farewell for me? Meeting up old friends before I enlist lol.
I can remember clearly the few people who took the extra effort to have a farewell dinner with me at Astons today. Really touched and I really enjoy playing "Bang". Nice game indeed though draggy. Norman's getting sick of it lol!
Geoffrey, Gabrielle, Vivian, Vina, Ding Yue, Norman and Xiu Hui. Thanks for your time.
It feels like "OUCH" to see that you had already started driving and I'm still with my PDL. I honestly got no motivation to continue learning how to drive. Thanks to the sick minded instructor. BUT, I'm proud of you, dude. HAHA!
Met up Jun Wei for lunch at Mac ytd. I guess the people I have been meeting up with are Jun Wei and Nicholas. Becoming a gay soon lol. Anyway I just jun jie and raymond in Mac and was surprised that they are actually doing relief teaching haha.
Went for movie in the afternoon with Jun Wei again. Dispicable Me. Nice and touching movie indeed. Didn't have the chance to watch it with a girl though LOL! Indeed, becoming a gay soon. Met Chi Yang while on my way back and he has just shifted over to the opposite block. What a coincidence! Is this really some kind of farewell for me? Meeting up old friends before I enlist lol.
Friday, July 23, 2010
What Is Becoming Of This World
Faith? Do you mean believing in someone that he will abide by his promises? I think it's the opposite for me. Is that something to be happy about? I have faith in my brothers, have faith that they will not turn up. How sadistic.
The main point still goes all the way down to presence/attendance. If it's something which you had promised to attend or join or whatsoever, then show God that you're willing to commit.
No matter how I look at this, It doesn't change the fact that I have faith that certain people will not turn up for certain commitments they had made. These commitments can just be going out with friends to catch a movie etc. As simple as that.
How often do you fall into temptations? Do you know what's causing your downfall? Excues? Too tired? Overslept? If I can do it, why cant you people?
I got to admit that I find it hard too but I will definitely abide by the promises I had made. I'm Christian afterall. Whatever I do, he's watching. Other people around us will be watching as well.
Why is everyone around me bahaving like this? It's so tiring and disappointing to know that I have to spend that extra effort to call that person before I leave my house to make sure that he will be coming for the "appointment" or knowing that there's an commitment that we have made to join a "group" but everytime before I attend it, I have to call and urge my brother to attend. What's this?
Maybe it's true, it's true that why I should be affected by others? It's your own commitment. Don let others affect you. So why should I spend that extra effort to be there when I can spend my time at home doing the same time? Maybe informing the in charge that you're no longer interested would be the best solution rather than MIA.
Dear readers, when you read my post, do you think that I'm talking about you? Pls don't. Take it as a reminders. Don think about others. Reflect upon yourself. Whatever you do, you're accountable for it, to GOD not me. If you're thinking "Aiya who cares, who are you to say this, you're of no diff as well" then don't regret over the consequences later. Wake up people. WAKE UP!
Anyway, It's so troublesome to create another album to this few photos so I thought of uploading it on my blog. Thanks again for the shirt von :)
Faith? Do you mean believing in someone that he will abide by his promises? I think it's the opposite for me. Is that something to be happy about? I have faith in my brothers, have faith that they will not turn up. How sadistic.
The main point still goes all the way down to presence/attendance. If it's something which you had promised to attend or join or whatsoever, then show God that you're willing to commit.
No matter how I look at this, It doesn't change the fact that I have faith that certain people will not turn up for certain commitments they had made. These commitments can just be going out with friends to catch a movie etc. As simple as that.
How often do you fall into temptations? Do you know what's causing your downfall? Excues? Too tired? Overslept? If I can do it, why cant you people?
I got to admit that I find it hard too but I will definitely abide by the promises I had made. I'm Christian afterall. Whatever I do, he's watching. Other people around us will be watching as well.
Why is everyone around me bahaving like this? It's so tiring and disappointing to know that I have to spend that extra effort to call that person before I leave my house to make sure that he will be coming for the "appointment" or knowing that there's an commitment that we have made to join a "group" but everytime before I attend it, I have to call and urge my brother to attend. What's this?
Maybe it's true, it's true that why I should be affected by others? It's your own commitment. Don let others affect you. So why should I spend that extra effort to be there when I can spend my time at home doing the same time? Maybe informing the in charge that you're no longer interested would be the best solution rather than MIA.
Dear readers, when you read my post, do you think that I'm talking about you? Pls don't. Take it as a reminders. Don think about others. Reflect upon yourself. Whatever you do, you're accountable for it, to GOD not me. If you're thinking "Aiya who cares, who are you to say this, you're of no diff as well" then don't regret over the consequences later. Wake up people. WAKE UP!
Anyway, It's so troublesome to create another album to this few photos so I thought of uploading it on my blog. Thanks again for the shirt von :)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Back In Singapore
Met Yvonne in the morning for the NP shirt. It was so nice of her to give me one of her NP shirt. Been trying to buy the shirt but it was always out of stock. I appreciate that, yvonne :)Thanks
One more thing to get before enlistment, non-camera HP! Got my watch today at mustafa, $23! Sadly jun wei and I didnt go to K box as we're not entitled to the $8 promotion. Wonder how much does it cost to be a K Box member.
Anyway just came back from KL & Genting. It was great to see my cousins once again though for only 3 days. Right after I came back from KL, I went straight to Genting with Nicholas. It was really great. A time for fellowship and to put everything aside to relax. Now that I'm back, it means the time has come. I got to admit I'm not prepared mentally.
Anyway I had already uploaded most of the photos in FB, feel free to take a look. There's some hot and sexy pictures of my dear bro Nicholas too. LOL!
Had another small gathering ytd with Nicholas and Samuel, apparently Sui Xiong was too tired to join us. As usual, he likes digging up the bad memories of the past LOL but it's still good to see each other.
It's so touching to hear that my church members are organizing a farewell dinner for me this saturday. Did the others get to enjoy such treatment as well before they enlist? Hmm I must say I'm one lucky guy haha! It's really sweet to think that everyone are willing to be there despite being so tired after work or school.
Lord, Thanks for everything :)
Met Yvonne in the morning for the NP shirt. It was so nice of her to give me one of her NP shirt. Been trying to buy the shirt but it was always out of stock. I appreciate that, yvonne :)Thanks
One more thing to get before enlistment, non-camera HP! Got my watch today at mustafa, $23! Sadly jun wei and I didnt go to K box as we're not entitled to the $8 promotion. Wonder how much does it cost to be a K Box member.
Anyway just came back from KL & Genting. It was great to see my cousins once again though for only 3 days. Right after I came back from KL, I went straight to Genting with Nicholas. It was really great. A time for fellowship and to put everything aside to relax. Now that I'm back, it means the time has come. I got to admit I'm not prepared mentally.
Anyway I had already uploaded most of the photos in FB, feel free to take a look. There's some hot and sexy pictures of my dear bro Nicholas too. LOL!
Had another small gathering ytd with Nicholas and Samuel, apparently Sui Xiong was too tired to join us. As usual, he likes digging up the bad memories of the past LOL but it's still good to see each other.
It's so touching to hear that my church members are organizing a farewell dinner for me this saturday. Did the others get to enjoy such treatment as well before they enlist? Hmm I must say I'm one lucky guy haha! It's really sweet to think that everyone are willing to be there despite being so tired after work or school.
Lord, Thanks for everything :)
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Fun Deluxe Package
From 1st July, my first day after I stopped working, until now I have yet to lay my butt at home for one full day haha! Wonder if toady is an exception. It was great, going out, play basketball & cello, gym and play blackshot. Just when I realized it, there's only 2 more weeks left.
"What are you afraid of?", "Why are you worried, if others can do it, you'll definitely make it too." I don't know what I'm actually feeling right now, all I know is, the thought of enlisting makes me feel uncomfortable.
It's a chance, a chance to build myself up physcially and mentally. But why...
I thought this new hair style was ok till jian en and victor came to tease my on sunday. Is it really true that the officers like to tekan us so much? Sigh, is that a warning from you, God?
Going KL to visit my cousin with my parents and right after that, I'll be going Genting with nicholas. It'll be fun and meaningful definitely. A chance to get out of Singapore to quieten down ourselves and pray tgt to God.
Not much time left.
From 1st July, my first day after I stopped working, until now I have yet to lay my butt at home for one full day haha! Wonder if toady is an exception. It was great, going out, play basketball & cello, gym and play blackshot. Just when I realized it, there's only 2 more weeks left.
"What are you afraid of?", "Why are you worried, if others can do it, you'll definitely make it too." I don't know what I'm actually feeling right now, all I know is, the thought of enlisting makes me feel uncomfortable.
It's a chance, a chance to build myself up physcially and mentally. But why...
I thought this new hair style was ok till jian en and victor came to tease my on sunday. Is it really true that the officers like to tekan us so much? Sigh, is that a warning from you, God?
Going KL to visit my cousin with my parents and right after that, I'll be going Genting with nicholas. It'll be fun and meaningful definitely. A chance to get out of Singapore to quieten down ourselves and pray tgt to God.
Not much time left.
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
Is That Really Me?
Showing the touch from the outside and dominating under the basket, is that really me? Kevin Garnet? Lebron James? Kobe Bryant? Oh come on! I'm surprised how you people are able to come up with such SUITABLE nickname for me LOL! (My wishful thinking?)
Anyway, glad jun wei, norman and friend turned up ytd. Though muscles're already aching from gymming but that doesn't stop us from putting up a good match haha! Looking forward to this thurs. Hope more people will join us or at least more people to appear in the court.
I give up trying to convince simon and heng that I don't wana go for KBOX TODAY!!! LOL! What so interesting bout singing sia haha! Let's hope it'll be fun later haha
Showing the touch from the outside and dominating under the basket, is that really me? Kevin Garnet? Lebron James? Kobe Bryant? Oh come on! I'm surprised how you people are able to come up with such SUITABLE nickname for me LOL! (My wishful thinking?)
Anyway, glad jun wei, norman and friend turned up ytd. Though muscles're already aching from gymming but that doesn't stop us from putting up a good match haha! Looking forward to this thurs. Hope more people will join us or at least more people to appear in the court.
I give up trying to convince simon and heng that I don't wana go for KBOX TODAY!!! LOL! What so interesting bout singing sia haha! Let's hope it'll be fun later haha
Saturday, July 03, 2010
Pre-NS Days
My first and last photo with my colleagues from Singapore Customs. Prepared a surprise for them but it seems like nth happened. Didn't even receive a reply from them saying they have received our card and email. Oh well, at least we got our thoughts across to them :)
Straight after my work ended, I got a list of programmes coming up! Great :) Anyway was invited over to some malay orchestra as guest musicians and apparrently I'm not used to the environment. I'm the odd one out lol, the only chinese. Majority of them smoke and I cant really stand the smell!!!
Went for hair cut at lush. Probably my last hair cut i thought but it seems not to be the case. Yes it's a really unique style but I'm not used to this kind of style!!! It's weird. Botak seems much nicer than this LOL! Tell me what to do now!!!! MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh...
My first and last photo with my colleagues from Singapore Customs. Prepared a surprise for them but it seems like nth happened. Didn't even receive a reply from them saying they have received our card and email. Oh well, at least we got our thoughts across to them :)
Straight after my work ended, I got a list of programmes coming up! Great :) Anyway was invited over to some malay orchestra as guest musicians and apparrently I'm not used to the environment. I'm the odd one out lol, the only chinese. Majority of them smoke and I cant really stand the smell!!!
Went for hair cut at lush. Probably my last hair cut i thought but it seems not to be the case. Yes it's a really unique style but I'm not used to this kind of style!!! It's weird. Botak seems much nicer than this LOL! Tell me what to do now!!!! MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh...
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Update Update!!!
With my time working in custom coming to an end, feel kinda disappointed but I gotta leave. Need some time to prepare myself mentally for NS haha! It's been great working in customs - HR Branch with so many interesting and funny colleagues around us and of cos, my buddy, coffee (Teck Hui).
How does it feel when a company or your colleagues treasure and see you as an asset to them. It feels great haha! Unlike my previous employer which gave me a nightmare, customs was undoubtedly an interesting and comfortable place :)
Hui & I were appointed as helper for the MOF family day event yesterday and I had to wake up early in the morning again!!!! Met some demanding colleagues who claimed that they did not receive any emails and went to the wrong place. Poor Kai wen was blamed for this and he was emo-ing after that! LOL!
Anyway, I have been going to church for 4 CONSECUTIVE days. My pockets are DRAINED!!! Spent so much on transportations!
This post sure looks like an essay to me haha! Hmm shall do some reflections about myself.
It seems like there're many ppl around me who are much more generous than me haha! Am I too selfish?
Alot of pple recently said I kou hua hua and look no that bad either so how come I'm still single haha! How do I know??? I want to know the answer as well HAHA! No point rushing into one either.
From a smile to sms-ing(reciprocated) to total silent to greeting when we see each other to sms-ing(non-reciprocated, apparently I'm the one talking) to greeting each other w/o a smile (cold) to total silent again. What a interesting cycle.
It's been almost one month since I last played basketball. Woo hoo... Can feel that I'm getting worse haha! No stamina, no accuracy, dribbling sucks as usual -.-
Turning JULY soon!!! Gotta get my last nice hair cut this week :D
With my time working in custom coming to an end, feel kinda disappointed but I gotta leave. Need some time to prepare myself mentally for NS haha! It's been great working in customs - HR Branch with so many interesting and funny colleagues around us and of cos, my buddy, coffee (Teck Hui).
How does it feel when a company or your colleagues treasure and see you as an asset to them. It feels great haha! Unlike my previous employer which gave me a nightmare, customs was undoubtedly an interesting and comfortable place :)
Hui & I were appointed as helper for the MOF family day event yesterday and I had to wake up early in the morning again!!!! Met some demanding colleagues who claimed that they did not receive any emails and went to the wrong place. Poor Kai wen was blamed for this and he was emo-ing after that! LOL!
Anyway, I have been going to church for 4 CONSECUTIVE days. My pockets are DRAINED!!! Spent so much on transportations!
This post sure looks like an essay to me haha! Hmm shall do some reflections about myself.
It seems like there're many ppl around me who are much more generous than me haha! Am I too selfish?
Alot of pple recently said I kou hua hua and look no that bad either so how come I'm still single haha! How do I know??? I want to know the answer as well HAHA! No point rushing into one either.
From a smile to sms-ing(reciprocated) to total silent to greeting when we see each other to sms-ing(non-reciprocated, apparently I'm the one talking) to greeting each other w/o a smile (cold) to total silent again. What a interesting cycle.
It's been almost one month since I last played basketball. Woo hoo... Can feel that I'm getting worse haha! No stamina, no accuracy, dribbling sucks as usual -.-
Turning JULY soon!!! Gotta get my last nice hair cut this week :D
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Magnanimous
Our actions reflect our characters. Missing w/o a notice. Promises made but not fulfilled.
Apparently those forced me to say this today, are mainly christians. Christians? I'm glad I was the one who came across with such christians instead of the non-christians.
Forgive your brothers 7 times the no. of times he sinned against you. Here you are forgiving him, there he is repeating the same mistakes. Just gotta learn to be magnanimous.
I'm not just refering to you but to all christians, let your actions be explainable to God. Excuses are meant to lead you into the wrong path. Apologising makes no difference. If your image has been ruined by your own actions, it's time to reflect on wad you should do from now.
To all christians: Reflect upon your own actions when you read this post, that includes myself.
Our actions reflect our characters. Missing w/o a notice. Promises made but not fulfilled.
Apparently those forced me to say this today, are mainly christians. Christians? I'm glad I was the one who came across with such christians instead of the non-christians.
Forgive your brothers 7 times the no. of times he sinned against you. Here you are forgiving him, there he is repeating the same mistakes. Just gotta learn to be magnanimous.
I'm not just refering to you but to all christians, let your actions be explainable to God. Excuses are meant to lead you into the wrong path. Apologising makes no difference. If your image has been ruined by your own actions, it's time to reflect on wad you should do from now.
To all christians: Reflect upon your own actions when you read this post, that includes myself.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
That's Just Me
Satan! Get off my mind! Wad am I thinking? Too sensitive? Just gotta remind myself that I'm doing this for God. Give me some faith and patience.
Been hanging around with nicholas and wei ming. Lan and chilling out at Mac to chit chat haha! Thks to wei ming I was able to get my pedro loafers!!! Wore it for the second time only and I found out that the leather was actually wearing off already!!! LOL! Did I see wrongly? Hope so too lol.
Anyway tmr's lishi camp already, hope everything turns out smoothly.
I have decided, I wont stay for long. There's couple of things I wana do before I enlist.
Satan! Get off my mind! Wad am I thinking? Too sensitive? Just gotta remind myself that I'm doing this for God. Give me some faith and patience.
Been hanging around with nicholas and wei ming. Lan and chilling out at Mac to chit chat haha! Thks to wei ming I was able to get my pedro loafers!!! Wore it for the second time only and I found out that the leather was actually wearing off already!!! LOL! Did I see wrongly? Hope so too lol.
Anyway tmr's lishi camp already, hope everything turns out smoothly.
I have decided, I wont stay for long. There's couple of things I wana do before I enlist.
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Lost
One more month to go and I'm still not getting anywhere. Putting on weight again LOL! 10 Pull-ups, more to go :)
It's saturday today but here I am, sitting in front of my com, blogging. Seems like everyone is busy with their own programmes. Give up trying to find someone to go out with lol.
TH had just received his reply from smu regarding his appeal. Felt sad for him but nth can be changed. I'm not putting any great hope on my appeal for NTU as well. I'll follow God's plan for me.
She doesn't seems to be bothered or keen, Has no time, can't possibly Expect anything from her. If I do, and it happens, it'll be just pure Luck as she has got Attitude. Guess this sums up everything lol.
One more month to go and I'm still not getting anywhere. Putting on weight again LOL! 10 Pull-ups, more to go :)
It's saturday today but here I am, sitting in front of my com, blogging. Seems like everyone is busy with their own programmes. Give up trying to find someone to go out with lol.
TH had just received his reply from smu regarding his appeal. Felt sad for him but nth can be changed. I'm not putting any great hope on my appeal for NTU as well. I'll follow God's plan for me.
She doesn't seems to be bothered or keen, Has no time, can't possibly Expect anything from her. If I do, and it happens, it'll be just pure Luck as she has got Attitude. Guess this sums up everything lol.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Life After Ngee Ann
Ytd marks an end to my 3 years in NP. Lots of fond memories indeed. The 20 of us though one left during our first or second year. Hope she's doing fine now. Graduation ceremony was fun but sadly we didnt go out as a class as expected. 3 of them did not turn up. Wonder wad happened. Asked quite a no. of people to come over and take pictures with me, sadly none turned up, tht includes two of my bro.
Anyway I'm glad to be in 3L02 and of cos I'll remember everyone. I'm finally a Diploma holder.
Received the results from all 3 uni already. It wasn't as I had expected it to be but what to do, that's just the cruel part of reality.
I wonder how long should I continue working. Mid or end of june? Regarding the thought of settling down before NS, I guess I should just stop thinking so much LOL!
Ytd marks an end to my 3 years in NP. Lots of fond memories indeed. The 20 of us though one left during our first or second year. Hope she's doing fine now. Graduation ceremony was fun but sadly we didnt go out as a class as expected. 3 of them did not turn up. Wonder wad happened. Asked quite a no. of people to come over and take pictures with me, sadly none turned up, tht includes two of my bro.
Anyway I'm glad to be in 3L02 and of cos I'll remember everyone. I'm finally a Diploma holder.
Received the results from all 3 uni already. It wasn't as I had expected it to be but what to do, that's just the cruel part of reality.
I wonder how long should I continue working. Mid or end of june? Regarding the thought of settling down before NS, I guess I should just stop thinking so much LOL!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Just Another Disappointing Day
Work was fine today. Caught a flu this morning again. Too weak!
Being reading the bible daily, trying to find words of encouragement or rather is there anything HE wana tell me after so many things happened.
Received the similar letter today and it was just as wad I had expected. Is that the end?
I have already crossed the line in my own mind, it's so hard to get it off me, just tell me I'm right about this.
Work was fine today. Caught a flu this morning again. Too weak!
Being reading the bible daily, trying to find words of encouragement or rather is there anything HE wana tell me after so many things happened.
Received the similar letter today and it was just as wad I had expected. Is that the end?
I have already crossed the line in my own mind, it's so hard to get it off me, just tell me I'm right about this.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
The Trio
I'm always well aware of the 3 main pillars. I know that at the end of it, I can only choose to work with of them. It's a tough choice. Just this morning I was cheering my friend up for losing one of the pillar and here I am, receving the bad news straight after I got home. Though this wasn't the partner I wanted to work with in the first place, but it was afterall the strongest pillar.
Gotta admit I was quit confident that the trio would accept me, never did I expect this result. Disappointing indeed. Everyone's telling me "Hey don worry man! You'll definitely make it!". I hope it's true. This is the cruel side of reality.
Two more left. Just gotta wait "patiently" for the right time.
I'm always well aware of the 3 main pillars. I know that at the end of it, I can only choose to work with of them. It's a tough choice. Just this morning I was cheering my friend up for losing one of the pillar and here I am, receving the bad news straight after I got home. Though this wasn't the partner I wanted to work with in the first place, but it was afterall the strongest pillar.
Gotta admit I was quit confident that the trio would accept me, never did I expect this result. Disappointing indeed. Everyone's telling me "Hey don worry man! You'll definitely make it!". I hope it's true. This is the cruel side of reality.
Two more left. Just gotta wait "patiently" for the right time.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Interesting Monday
As usual, work was great and teck hui's finally returning tml :) Thanks for the candy and drink, appreciate both of you. Was surprised I managed to find the missing P File LOL! Truely God's grace.
Met up with yan li, hui lin, lionel and nich. Well I do understand how you feel, yan li. I believe everyone would have experience such a situation as well. I'm glad you shared it with us today, hope you're feeling better now.
Maybe when others look at my blog, they might laugh at wad I'm blogging about but I guess it's because I feel much better writing everything out so NICH! Stop laughing at me!
Shared my problem with my friends and some said she's just not interested whereas some said, she might be trying hard to catch and a minority asked me to continue trying. Confusing indeed. I'm really praying hard about it.
It's 11.56pm now!!! Gotta sleep :) Good night peeps :)
As usual, work was great and teck hui's finally returning tml :) Thanks for the candy and drink, appreciate both of you. Was surprised I managed to find the missing P File LOL! Truely God's grace.
Met up with yan li, hui lin, lionel and nich. Well I do understand how you feel, yan li. I believe everyone would have experience such a situation as well. I'm glad you shared it with us today, hope you're feeling better now.
Maybe when others look at my blog, they might laugh at wad I'm blogging about but I guess it's because I feel much better writing everything out so NICH! Stop laughing at me!
Shared my problem with my friends and some said she's just not interested whereas some said, she might be trying hard to catch and a minority asked me to continue trying. Confusing indeed. I'm really praying hard about it.
It's 11.56pm now!!! Gotta sleep :) Good night peeps :)
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